I thought I could just leave this and disappear, like I did a month ago, when I went by "Vernichtung" which previously was Synthetik, who is not to be affiliated with some female by the alias "Synthetic" I find myself here, when it's going on 4 AM, similar to when I returned back in Febuary for a short bit. Especially whenever I have my thoughts on certain shit and life, and how I perceive myself.
Midwestern Floods like to retard progress. I can't enlist in DEP yet, but I guess that just gives me more time to work out.
Some martial industrial https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v09wdK-7ou8 I listen to it because for some reason it makes me think of Roman Von Ungern Sternberg. An interesting figure in history, who is sadly not that well known about. His aspirations were big, but cut short by the bolsheviks. I wouldn't condone the people he targeted, but taken his actions and applied them to different groups such as perhaps pedophiles, entirely fine by me.
At least I don't have a headache right now, especially when I normally think on things.
I heard something about Bohemian leaving or has he returned? I considered him a good fellow. Such a shame.
Perhaps when I can finally enlist in DEP, I can finally lay this to rest.
Cawk was correct, I suppose.
gone
