Not hating, but sounded as random as to when someone is unfamiliar to a piano.
Still working on it
This is the first chance I’ve had to write music and have time to myself to do so in months so I’m very rusty
and i just sat down knowing i only had 20 minutes, hit record, and played for 20 minutes. This is what came out.
It’s just all i had to work with before ppl came back inside and its too noisy to record.
I can post the full 20 minutes vid, but theres a lot of interruptions and, I’m just still figuring out the basic bones of the song so
it’s not really a song, it’s just a recording of me writing one.
And i tried as best i could to work with what material i had to put something out cuz
i haven’t in a while and i really wanted to lol
but yeah, this song i ended up writing ended up being way more complicated than, something that is “finishable” in one quick go on a recording its going to require practice for me to play it fluidly and then the fleshing out process in post will be a whole project of its own after that so
it’s, a lot. It’s, a piece of it’s own lets put it that way.
I’ll post the full recording so you see what i mean.
I used to ‘hide’ my “film score music” and only put out like “band” music that you’d perform live, for like a gig or put out as like part of an album? Like “marketable” “songs” “producible” material idk but
honestly i think my natural inclination is in film scores and classical genre
i just try my hand at like playing guitar and, fucking around with experimental sounds in post but
The classical side is where the “natural ability” shows through the most (to write music) and i shouldn’t take that for granted. I’ve learned now after having gone through a bad dry spell with the inability to write, not to take it for granted and when the music wants to come out that way, to try not to shape it or mold it into something it’s not but just let it be what it naturally is inclined to be or come out as.
Hard to explain but, when i go purely with the flow and give up all inhibition, it’s when the songs turn out best
which is why everyone writes better music drunk or high the music literally wants to write itself youre jiust the vessel man I’m telling ya