Turncoat said:You push how unserious you are so autistically seriously.
That tends to be the mark of a serious person doing strange self-justifications.
Then what do I need to do to fix myself? I personally see what I posted in "Who Am I" as a joke, me fucking around, but to you, I'm being serious, and I'm making justifications for why I am not serious.
I'm just trying to understand your logic.
Turncoat said:What's motivating you to tell all these, err, jokes?
I felt hyper, so I came up with random concepts and executed them. To sound crazy and loony on a forum that is for sociopaths, to act like I have an existential crisis, almost similar to content Jreg makes except not as political.
Inspiration from other crazies on the forum. Like blanc or med with my own twist.
I got bored, I don't got much else to do at the moment, otherwise I'd probably be watching videos.
Why bother with the act? What inspired the "hyper"? There's tons of ways one could choose to act on here, yet this is where you choose to take it. Why can't you stick to the bit, act like it was your "reality", if it's otherwise not shameful to you to be seen this way? It's more likely that you're just calling your mistakes "jokes" as a cover for your shame over being yourself, if your defensiveness is anything to go on.
You spend so much time using protective rhetoric that could be more creatively used otherwise, and it makes you look weak. You seem afraid of being honest, and would rather believe people are seeing an act.
Also the whole "I got bored" rhetoric is sloppy, no one ever believes it. Said "boredom" in people tends to show weaknesses in people, ones where they would rather say it's boring instead of focus on what inspired their distaste towards it otherwise.
Turncoat said:Why bother with the act? What inspired the "hyper"? There's tons of ways one could choose to act on here, yet this is where you choose to take it. Why can't you stick to the bit, act like it was your "reality", if it's otherwise not shameful to you to be seen this way? It's more likely that you're just calling your mistakes "jokes" as a cover for your shame over being yourself, if your defensiveness is anything to go on.
You spend so much time using protective rhetoric that could be more creatively used otherwise, and it makes you look weak. You seem afraid of being honest, and would rather believe people are seeing an act.
Also the whole "I got bored" rhetoric is sloppy, no one ever believes it. Said "boredom" in people tends to show weaknesses in people, ones where they would rather say it's boring instead of focus on what inspired their distaste towards it otherwise.
Are you saying subconsciously that I am screaming for someone to tell me who I am?
I don't know what it is you're trying to say.
I got hyper, I got bored, so I made up shit. I don't know what else to say. I don't know what inspired me to be hyper. I'm not aware. I just felt hyper.
