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Chaotik said: 

WHAT DOES THE DOC THINK OF THIS? @Turncoat. 

Self-assessment shows us how we see ourselves, which naturally makes it fraught with bias, but it does show differences in how we reply based on that. 

However you see yourself based on plugging in these answers, that's how this test has judged you. If you knew yourself better (or worse) it'd consequently show different answers, but this does allow us to see the test critique your sense of self. 

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Chaotik said: 
Tryptamine said:
You probably have a good amount of confidence and would feel at ease making a friend out of a stranger. At times you rationalize your feelings, maybe you think emotions are a complication or weakness. But overall you're stable, the type who gets shit done.

I appreciate that's the way you view it. I am not necessarily afraid of talking to strangers, but I typically keep to myself. Online, sure but in person, well I don't go out much, but that's because of my area.

Likely story. 

I've been in other places where I've been pretty sociable. Not that my area is dangerous, but the people don't really interest me.

What was the difference, how much they let you talk about yourself? 

It's a lot easier to do that online than in person, as in person you get to see how they feel all over their faces. I can see why you'd prefer this medium over real life. 

I would say I look on emotions as a weakness, but if it's something like passion, if useed right, it can be pretty useful.

It must be nice to be able to keep telling yourself that no one here can see you. 

Also, as a general statement, your sheer use of "I" remains staggering, and it's no mystery how people could see you and BR as similar people. 

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Blanc said: 

I already know who I am why would I need a test to tell me

You need a proper mirror more than most people on this site, but at this point you're so many youtube vids deep that your test would more likely show their results than your own. 

In your case, it being self-assessment means you'll need more help to see yourself. You need questions designed to trick you, to hide the intent of why they were asking, or you need to do it when you're in one of those brutal honesty self-loathing drug moments. 

 
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Turncoat said:
What was the difference, how much they let you talk about yourself?

It's a lot easier to do that online than in person, as in person you get to see how they feel all over their faces. I can see why you'd prefer this medium over real life.


 I don't really talk about myself a lot in friend groups, not even when I'm with my friends I've made in person, we normally discuss video games, or shows, or whatever the else. Not everything I say is about me, despite that being the case on this site.

 

Turncoat said:
It must be nice to be able to keep telling yourself that no one here can see you.

Also, as a general statement, your sheer use of "I" remains staggering, and it's no mystery how people could see you and BR as similar people.

 See me? See my emotions? What am I feeling? I've been super hyper and laughing through each discussion with you, it genuinely feels me with glee.

What emotions am I expressing at this very moment?

I do admit I get outburts on this site, especially with the strange state of euphoria I get at times, which invokes a headage and a tint of anger, mainly because I fantasize about violence.

I'll quote what I have said in another form. 

Chaotik said:
Understand me, what is this some sort of therapy circle, have I entered rehab for drug abuse where we all discuss our problems?


I find humor in saying silly shit. It's hilarious to me.

Do we need to start discussing my violent urges and my upbringing, is that what we're aiming for, doc? What is it you want me to tell you?

 

 If every single person can see me, then are they intepreting me differently? I never denied that people can see me, I thought I was fairly obvious, but it seems there's a discrepency in the perception that is Chaotik, considering Trypamine and you have a different analysis of my character. 

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Chaotik said: 
Turncoat said:
What was the difference, how much they let you talk about yourself?

It's a lot easier to do that online than in person, as in person you get to see how they feel all over their faces. I can see why you'd prefer this medium over real life.

 I don't really talk about myself a lot in friend groups, not even when I'm with my friends I've made in person, we normally discuss video games, or shows, or whatever the else. Not everything I say is about me, despite that being the case on this site.

Do you prefer the company of people who've dumbed down the challenges of introspection and socializing? 

It'd explain why that part of you is so under-exercised, if it were the case. 

Turncoat said:
It must be nice to be able to keep telling yourself that no one here can see you.

Also, as a general statement, your sheer use of "I" remains staggering, and it's no mystery how people could see you and BR as similar people.

See me? See my emotions? What am I feeling? I've been super hyper and laughing through each discussion with you, it genuinely feels me with glee.

What emotions am I expressing at this very moment?

I do admit I get outburts on this site, especially with the strange state of euphoria I get at times, which invokes a headage and a tint of anger, mainly because I fantasize about violence.

Why do you even feel like you need to hide it? That's the real question. 

Like, who cares if people see your emotions or not? 

I'll quote what I have said in another form. 

Chaotik said:
Understand me, what is this some sort of therapy circle, have I entered rehab for drug abuse where we all discuss our problems?


I find humor in saying silly shit. It's hilarious to me.

Do we need to start discussing my violent urges and my upbringing, is that what we're aiming for, doc? What is it you want me to tell you?

If every single person can see me, then are they intepreting me differently? I never denied that people can see me, I thought I was fairly obvious, but it seems there's a discrepency in the perception that is Chaotik, considering Trypamine and you have a different analysis of my character. 

You waste so much time justifying yourself when you could be spending that time just being yourself. 

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Is this not me being myself? What emotions am I trying to hide? I don't think I was hiding anything. 


I'd say the group I hang out with, we're just silly fucktards who mess around, and do at times have serious discussions about real world things, like some of my frineds vent to me, and I do console them and help them with their problems. I've been seen as like a big brother figure not in the orwell sense.


I'm just trying to figure out what you're wanting from me, I can socialize with others just fine. I've made friends out of strangers before. Those friends aren't as close as the friends I hang out with on a regular basis.

What's next, are you going to claim that somehow my group of friends is a cult that I need to escape? 

I don't think I'm hiding anything emotionally. Unless it's due to trauma I could be experiencing. What are you asking of me? Do you want me to tell you about my past? 

I restrict myself from telling any details about myself such as where I live, my name, and how I look, or anything that could used to find me, because I don't really trust anyone on this site. 

Did you even listen to the vocaroos?

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Chaotik said: 

Is this not me being myself? What emotions am I trying to hide? I don't think I was hiding anything. 

Your constant insistence over how you aren't understood is you retreating from the potential for it. Do you not notice how often you have this come up? 

You want to talk about yourself from your constant need to direct topics to being about yourself, but you don't want to share too much. 

You're entrapping yourself, and we're just your tools to you for this purpose. 

I'd say the group I hang out with, we're just silly fucktards who mess around, and do at times have serious discussions about real world things, like some of my frineds vent to me, and I do console them and help them with their problems. I've been seen as like a big brother figure not in the orwell sense.

I'm just trying to figure out what you're wanting from me, I can socialize with others just fine. I've made friends out of strangers before. Those friends aren't as close as the friends I hang out with on a regular basis.

What's next, are you going to claim that somehow my group of friends is a cult that I need to escape? 

What's with the defensive 'tude anyway? I don't get it. 

Did you even listen to the vocaroos?

Nope. 


TLDR; You repeat yourself a lot, and those repetitions have defensive themes about how you couldn't possibly be understood by people on this forum. Even your "joking" reeks of desperation, justification, and cover up similar in theme to Turquie's style. 

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Turncoat said:
Your constant insistence over how you aren't understood is you retreating from the potential for it. Do you not notice how often you have this come up?

You want to talk about yourself from your constant need to direct topics to being about yourself, but you don't want to share too much.

You're entrapping yourself, and we're just your tools to you for this purpose.

 Then how do I fix what you are putting forth? In my mind, from what my own mind is telling me, I don't care for being understood or misunderstood from anyone on this site. 

 

Turncoat said:

TLDR; You repeat yourself a lot, and those repetitions have defensive themes about how you couldn't possibly be understood by people on this forum. Even your "joking" reeks of desperation, justification, and cover up similar in theme to Turquie's style.

 What am I desperate for? Attention? 


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I'd suggest you listen to the vocaroos it might help you in your analysis since it's my voice and actions, whilst this is just me through an emotionless text wall.



If you don't. I'll just transcribe them for you, and force you to look.

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