"if i own up to it maybe they will stop clowning me and hurt my fragile bpd feelings"
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"TOP DEFINITION
sperg out
To reveal the depth of a nerdy, trivia-centered hobby or obsession in an emotional way. This includes debating with other nerds about tiny minutiae and becoming agitated in the process. Most internet forums and wikis could not survive without people sperging out all over the place.
'Sperg' comes from Asperger's Syndome, an autism-spectrum disorder that can manifest itself in obsessive behaviour, and which is commonly self-diagnosed by spergin' nerds who can't otherwise explain away their broken personalities.
Todd sperged out on a massive scale, writing a seventy-page Wookieepedia entry about lightsabers all by himself. The writer of this UrbanDictionary entry sperged out by writing a definition of 'sperg out'."
hmm............this seems a lot like PalePeach and her soap and food and crack "special interests", and Jim's scamming and programming "special interests", and blancs 9 page monolgues about whatever the fuck blanc talks about, and TC sometimes too when he gets going