If it wasn't obvious who I am, and the fact that I even returned when I was doing so well, it's annoying.
It's not that this community is inherently bad, I enjoy some here, others I'd rather them be dead.
Here's something that means nothing philosophically or artistically that would point to who I am, even though most should not care, or already know based on how I speak and act.
So you now thread holes entering the inescapable cold unreal sphere.
Alternatively...
Stupid inferior nigger thinks evil toads inhale ketamine airheads.
Hopefully when I get my own place, I can start improving my mental health, I won't even come here anymore. If I could, I wouldn't have ever came here, or made any posts, even if it meant not meeting some people here that I actually like.
I only come here when I am bored and stuck in a certain state of mind, eventually I can wither away and you all can continue your lives, and I can continue mine.
Eventually, I will become greater, I won't need to do this rambling garbage.
I like reading other people’s ramblings so I clicked also because it said don’t click i had to click it for the satisfaction
but this made no coherent sense to me (I’m sorry).
Most of the members of SC are drunk or high when they’re on SC and in chat or making posts / hanging out on discord
so I’m just going to assume you were drunk when you made this
also the members who don’t return with frequency but just at random unexpected brief moments typically are the ones guilty of only opening SC when they’re completely shit faced or just did a lot of drugs
But yeah don’t feel shame about rambling, I really enjoy when other people do it (online not IRL omg lol)
and reading it. I don’t know why.
I can’t be the only one.
But I understand it does actually have purpose and seriously. It’s great in so many ways, being a fellow rambler. I highly advocate for it and... I used to be ashamed about the extent that I wrote or what I wrote, and I just kept it all to myself because of shame
but seriously, it can be great once you get past the shame and embarrassment part.
although it can be like therapy aka like, it gets hard sometimes because of the process you go through, as you process what you’re writing about and your thoughts on it- it may take a long time for your mind to feel settled on a matter that bothers you
just like it takes time to stop feeling shame toward the fact you “ramble” or like to write or journal and share it with others.
For me it just got to a point where I truly didn’t care anymore, but it also helps to find an internet gutter like this where there is comfort in the randomness and anonymous, surrounded by strangers feel to it.
It’s like, “no one’s going to find this or care about it.” And there is sanctity and relief in have that sort of “safe space” to just shit your guts out.
Anyways, hats off to you for breaking your rambling cherry and I hope you do it more soon. Be careful, its addicting.
-blanc <3
you niggas is goofy for confessin on da forum witcho punk ass emotions gtfo here nigga
I wouldn't call myself a punk, or witch, or even emo/gothic. I don't even consider myself depressed, I just got some thoughts that are violent.
I also try to self-critique myself as much as possible to understand what I need to work on to become a more efficient and effective person.
Tryptamine said:You sound like JackC4? Sorry, not enough information on top of you being elusive.
Interesting, though I am not aware of who that is. I attribute the only reason why I am even considered elusive is because I guess most people looked over anything I said that would've given me away, since I'm not relevant in grand things of this community. Not that such a thing is important, I'm not seeking fame or popularity, I'd rather move on from this site.
To blanc
I am not drunk, I have never really been drunk, perhaps in the future but for the time being, no. Though, everyone who has spoken to me tends to view me as a stoner of sorts, based on my voice, how I act, and how I look.
I appreciate that you like to read the ramblings, I suppose.
I don't consider it entirely embarassing, it doesn't bring shame, I just more have a paranoia about it. I keep a lot of thoughts to myself since I don't like having a digital footprint which could be used against me by someone who knows other parts of me, I've intentionally kept away from a site like this.
I have rambled to an extent on my original account before, though the contents of it were different.
If it wasn't obvious who I am, and the fact that I even returned when I was doing so well, it's annoying.
No one ever, truly leaves this place.
Everywhere else feels so sterile, or otherwise temporary.
Though, everyone who has spoken to me tends to view me as a stoner of sorts, based on my voice, how I act, and how I look.
Were you born between July and August?
You do scream their tendencies, I'll give you that.