Lol you mom posted you making it, I can definitely see how very unwanted you are at home
Oh my god, let this go Alena. Just because someone takes a picture of me doesn't mean jack shit. My situation at home is very complicated and I don't really want to put it all over the internet, there are certain things I don't talk about.
I was just venting about the constant arguing in a journal post because I was stressed out and also wanted to capture what my days looked like. But I don't want to sit here and share with you the details of the dynamic of the relationship between me and my parents, that is digging too deep into my personal life as a stranger on the internet.... like, I'm putting a boundary here.
This is stuff I don't even talk about with my girlfriend, or my closest closest friend who I've known pretty much my entire life and I tell everything to. Like, I don't talk about this kind of stuff with people, and it's for a reason.
So please, just, personal space. Aight?? Like, I don't go rooting around in your personal life and digging into it, by making rude inaccurate assumptions. Please just, understand that you don't know everything, and there is more going on than meets the eye. It's complicated, but, please like, that isn't something I wish to share about. Aight?
Thanks for understanding. I won't be discussing this topic any further, so continue making assumptions all you like, but please understand that they're most likely very inaccurate, and you're wasting your time obsessing with my personal life- in a manner which is obtrusive, and I don't wish to be taking place.
Lol you mom posted you making it, I can definitely see how very unwanted you are at home
Oh my god, let this go Alena. Just because someone takes a picture of me doesn't mean jack shit. My situation at home is very complicated and I don't really want to put it all over the internet, there are certain things I don't talk about.
I was just venting about the constant arguing in a journal post because I was stressed out and also wanted to capture what my days looked like. But I don't want to sit here and share with you the details of the dynamic of the relationship between me and my parents, that is digging too deep into my personal life as a stranger on the internet.... like, I'm putting a boundary here.
This is stuff I don't even talk about with my girlfriend, or my closest closest friend who I've known pretty much my entire life and I tell everything to. Like, I don't talk about this kind of stuff with people, and it's for a reason.
So please, just, personal space. Aight?? Like, I don't go rooting around in your personal life and digging into it, by making rude inaccurate assumptions. Please just, understand that you don't know everything, and there is more going on than meets the eye. It's complicated, but, please like, that isn't something I wish to share about. Aight?
Thanks for understanding. I won't be discussing this topic any further, so continue making assumptions all you like, but please understand that they're most likely very inaccurate, and you're wasting your time obsessing with my personal life- in a manner which is obtrusive, and I don't wish to be taking place.
As long as you keep blasting your parents and spilling out details of your personal life here in this very public forum, I am going to continue to question what you write and whether or not it is true.
Lol you mom posted you making it, I can definitely see how very unwanted you are at home
Oh my god, let this go Alena. Just because someone takes a picture of me doesn't mean jack shit. My situation at home is very complicated and I don't really want to put it all over the internet, there are certain things I don't talk about.
We can tell.
It makes you appear blatantly defensive and inauthentic, which further contributes towards people's beliefs of you having things to hide over how bad it'd make you look for you to bring it up. Your bridging the gap and meeting people from here, as well as having people from here hear your voice, dispels many of your (poor) attempts at literary disguise.
Thing is, when you vent all this dirty laundry at us, you either end up saying more than you meant to or what you don't say shines obvious lights on you that your lack of words didn't intend to demonstrate.
You can't keep running from this shit, not as long as you keep simultaneously showing it to us. We're processing the shit you don't want to, and then you attack us for being the very "bad thoughts" that you avoid having yourself.
Let yourself be a piece of shit for a minute, in your own eyes. Not a "woe is me" catastrophized whelpling that lets you tune out real problems, but the piece of shit that you waft the smell of at us on the daily. You need to see what we're seeing for a minute to at least see where other people are coming from.
I was just venting about the constant arguing in a journal post because I was stressed out and also wanted to capture what my days looked like. But I don't want to sit here and share with you the details of the dynamic of the relationship between me and my parents, that is digging too deep into my personal life as a stranger on the internet.... like, I'm putting a boundary here.
No, you aren't, and you should learn to deal with it instead of being a weak ass bitch.
Even your use of terms like "Stranger On The Internet" show your fearful distancing. This is you desiring further boundaries, but they won't happen, not ever, not as long as you keep being yourself.
This is stuff I don't even talk about with my girlfriend, or my closest closest friend who I've known pretty much my entire life and I tell everything to. Like, I don't talk about this kind of stuff with people, and it's for a reason.
Yeah, you're insecure, and every time people learn about your situation with your parents they always end up taking their side.
It's no mystery why you'd try to keep the details that make you look like the bad guy a secret.
So please, just, personal space. Aight?? Like, I don't go rooting around in your personal life and digging into it, by making rude inaccurate assumptions.
You always call the things you don't like "inaccurate". Is the world according to you only supposed to be vaguely understood and pleasant?
You need to get over this shit. Once it's trivialized, no one can use it to hurt you anymore. It's largely what helped me, and it could help you too if you'd just let yourself do the time the pain costs to not hurt anymore.
You need a tolerance. As is it's like you don't even have skin, let alone thick skin.
Please just, understand that you don't know everything, and there is more going on than meets the eye. It's complicated, but, please like, that isn't something I wish to share about. Aight?
This is plain insulting. I bet you'd say the same shit to your therapist, even if too scared to say it audibly or legibly.
Let it hurt and you'll see more truth, stop being such a baby and let yourself go through essential emotional development, or accept being a child for the rest of your life. The choice is yours.
Thanks for understanding. I won't be discussing this topic any further, so continue making assumptions all you like, but please understand that they're most likely very inaccurate, and you're wasting your time obsessing with my personal life- in a manner which is obtrusive, and I don't wish to be taking place.
Also, for real? It's not obsessing, it's merely witnessing. It's likely only "inaccurate" as far as you don't prefer that reality, it's hardly a waste of time if there's anything to glean from it (including material to poke at you with), and your not wanting it to take place... like, there's no reason for us to respect your wishes AT ALL.