its not about getting laid cuz you can always get a whore or find an emotionally damaged woman who you can easily control, its more about power and owning the person. when I rape or touch someone I feel like I have taken away their body and control from them, I made them into my own object of sexual use. Once I possess their bodies then I can get as excited as I want
The moment they start staring into nothingness I know they belong to me and it excites me so much :3
