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This how i feel (Everyday) except i used to be high functioning but... yeah after suicide attempt in April 2017 i never got the pieces back together. Stopped being high functioning after that point and ventured into an even deeper hell with it (and probably other disorders coupled with it- ptsd, substance abuse) that uh... just rendered me pretty much yeah, not, functional. I would say lol.
since then it’s been like, the hardest thing, to just, even get to that point of functioning.
Every single point on this list she mentions, is me, is what my daily life looks like- and has looked like for a very, very long time. Probably a decade now if not longer. It has worsened over time too which, makes it so easy to feel hopeful about getting better
This poem i wrote is about, the very thing I’m talking about. What happens when high functioning depression stops being high functioning. It would be cool to make a video on it like she does, but, i know reality is I’ll never get around to it.
I don’t even brush my own hair.
But yeah. I just want to talk about my experiences with depression and how it’s transformed over the years, and how it is like for me now but- that would be a lot to type and, i barely have the motivation hahah. I might tho.
Depression can be amazingly easy to overcome if you have someone helping you and noticing the symptoms.
Once my parents noticed me in super early stages but to this day I knew that if I was alone in life would have been ugly.
Pretty sure you're talking about sadness.
Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
Depression can be amazingly easy to overcome if you have someone helping you and noticing the symptoms.
Once my parents noticed me in super early stages but to this day I knew that if I was alone in life would have been ugly.
Pretty sure you're talking about sadness.
No. Sadness can be a symptom of Depression. I had depression.
Depression can be amazingly easy to overcome if you have someone helping you and noticing the symptoms.
Once my parents noticed me in super early stages but to this day I knew that if I was alone in life would have been ugly.
Pretty sure you're talking about sadness.
No. Sadness can be a symptom of Depression. I had depression.
How'd it feel? What was it like?
Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
Depression can be amazingly easy to overcome if you have someone helping you and noticing the symptoms.
Once my parents noticed me in super early stages but to this day I knew that if I was alone in life would have been ugly.
Pretty sure you're talking about sadness.
No. Sadness can be a symptom of Depression. I had depression.
How'd it feel? What was it like?
Very hopeless like state, with no future. But your judgment is clouded since you are shrouded in this void of depression.
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