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I'm going to do porn until I end up in a psych ward for the final time


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I know now that on porn sites is where I truly belong, people have been telling me this for a long time and with my past of modeling and almost becoming a stripper, and then becoming an e-girl this is the next logical decision, and I can make $$$ selling my thongs and making special video content for subscribers

 

I have decided to commit to this career path as its the only one that suits my personality and i was just destined to do porn idk. I made porn with one of my exes but never uploaded it to porn sites. It's finally time for me to live the life my heart has longed for but been too shy to allow myself to give in. well I finally gave in obviously lol

last edit on 3/9/2020 7:49:35 PM
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The next time I end up in a psych hospital will probably be the last like ill probably die there, unless I die from an accident before I end up in one again

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Are you okay? What's with the fatalistic turn?

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it's all just part of the cycle 

 

she goes on these crazy binges of one particular thing to an extreme level and then purges it afterward and isolates afterward going into some sort of depressive state 

 

and then it's onto the next manic obsession 

last edit on 3/9/2020 8:12:38 PM
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Darling, darling, doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself 'cause her ketamine's top shelf
It's alarming, honestly how charming she can be
Fooling everyone, telling them she's having fun

She says, "you don't want to be like me
Don't wanna see all the things I've seen"
I'm dying, I'm dying
She says, "you don't want to get this way
Famous, and dumb, at an early age
Lying, I'm lying


The boys, the girls, they all like Prettiestofflowers
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond
Buy her tonight, she's still shining
Like lightning, oh, like lightning


Prettiestofflowers, prettiestofflowers, staying up 'til morning
Only twenty-five, but she is the porn star queen
It's alarming, truly, how disarming she can be
Eating soft ice cream, Coney Island queen

She says, "you don't want to be like me
Livint for fun, getting high for free
I'm dying, I'm dying"
She says, "you don't want to get this way
e-girl at night, and a porn star by day"


It's tiring, tiring


The boys, the girls, they all like Prettiestofflowers
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond
Buy her tonight, she's still shining
Like lightning, oh, like lightning


Baby's all dressed up with nowhere to go
That's the little story of the girl you know
Relying on the kindness of strangers
Tyin' cherry knots, smilin', doin' party favors
Put your red thong on, put your lipgloss on
Sing your swan song, now, the camera's on
And you're alive again


Mon amour, je sais que tu m'aimes aussi
Tu as besoin de moi
Tu as besoin de moi dans ta vie
Tu ne peux vivre sans moi
Et je mourrais sans toi
Je tuerais pour toi


The boys, the girls, they all like Prettiestofflowers
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond
Buy her tonight, she's still shining
Like lightning, oh, like lightning


Like lightning, oh, like lightning


Darling, darling, doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself 'cause her ketamine's top shelf

last edit on 3/9/2020 8:35:28 PM
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Blanc said: 

it's all just part of the cycle 

 

she goes on these crazy binges of one particular thing to an extreme level and then purges it afterward and isolates afterward going into some sort of depressive state 

 

and then it's onto the next manic obsession 

She does kinda feast or famine when it comes to social pressures, her being pushed both into things and out of them by others like the tide. 

Otherwise yeah she goes on about her own End, in a variety of tones, quite often. Just last week she was telling us about how her survival mechanisms and coping strategies don't exist because "suicidal". 

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last edit on 3/9/2020 8:36:48 PM
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being a porn star and uploading porn is going to be a permanent new part of my personality tho, not a "binge"

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being a porn star and uploading porn is going to be a permanent new part of my personality tho, not a "binge"

We'll see. 

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Just don’t pick facial abuse productions as your first job. They go balls deep. Get some experience first

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