its ok to have self-esteem and an ego but the problem is that you let your ego tell you that you are better than others and keep trying to feed that delusion and then when no one agrees you get hurt and offended but the real issue is that youre allowing your ego to operate off delusion instead of reality
but BR you are simultaneously arguing that youre better than everyone else lol and no one agrees with you so thats the problem
I said my posts were the greatest. That's one aspect. I did not say I was superior in every way. I believe myself to be morally superior because I have not hurt anybody (unlike Alice here who broke poor TPG's heart, and you who betrayed delora yet have the nerve to act like MY conduct is harmful) and conduct myself more respectfully than many.
but BR you are simultaneously arguing that youre better than everyone else lol and no one agrees with you so thats the problem
I said my posts were the greatest. That's one aspect. I did not say I was superior in every way. I believe myself to be morally superior because I have not hurt anybody (unlike Alice here who broke poor TPG's heart, and you who betrayed delora yet have the nerve to act like MY conduct is harmful) and conduct myself more respectfully than many.
but with the equality movement, that you are delora were supporting by going to that KKK rally and trying to peacefully negotiate btw, the whole point of the equality movement is that everyones' differing values are accepted as right and okay. so what if most of the people here don't agree that you aren't harmful? you criticize and bully people here just as much as anyone else and as far as we know you do that in real life too, whether or not it is to their faces or silently in your mind or behind their backs to other people.
Is morally the only way you consider yourself superior? You are on a sociopath site and in general morality is not something sociopaths especially value. so with their values being different than yours, why do you think they would agree with you as that being superior? and lets take some examples of people who the world generally agrees on being moral and virtuous people who helped many of the underprivileged in need. Do you think that Mother Theresa or Ghandi would consider you morally superior to themselves?
Many people overlooked this due to her delivery, but delora was the only one there objective enough to even be willing to debate the KKK there as well as criticize the counterprotesters for putting down the police. I believe in free speech, but no I do not consider all ideas equal because that is communistic and speaking of communism, I consider capitalism way superior. Sure my speech can be harsh, but look at my ACTIONS on this site and you will notice that I have not hurt anybody with them. I have my speech but I would not DO the kind of shit I see people doing here. My mentality is the same in real life and I am just as cynical, but most people in real life do not act like on here and sure I suspect some do inside it is not my place to assume. So in real life I treat people fairly unless I learn they are fucking people over and then I avoid and dislike them. I think I am a free thinker compared to a lot here and as a result of my free thought I am both praised and attacked, it's hit or miss and maybe lately its more misses than hits, dont mean I will stop being me though.
this isn’t a place that promotes progression, growth, creativity, connection.
It’s quite the opposite.
Did you really join this place expecting that? I got those things out of it, but it was unexpected.
Maybe the secret is that it can only be found here when you stop expecting it?
Well TC, I saw it happen to people who probably deserved it.
What makes them deserve it any more than anyone else?
But it's like, some fools think my OPINIONS that I have the right to share are more warrant an attack on me more than the actual harm done and damage to the community done by Jim, who is by some weird as fuck phenemenon embraced.
If it wasn't for them attacking Delora, you'd probably have been able to continue walking around thinking nothing bad happens here.
They attack her because they have no idea how to deal with you.
Many people overlooked this due to her delivery, but delora was the only one there objective enough to even be willing to debate the KKK there as well as criticize the counterprotesters for putting down the police. I believe in free speech, but no I do not consider all ideas equal because that is communistic and speaking of communism, I consider capitalism way superior. Sure my speech can be harsh, but look at my ACTIONS on this site and you will notice that I have not hurt anybody with them. I have my speech but I would not DO the kind of shit I see people doing here. My mentality is the same in real life and I am just as cynical, but most people in real life do not act like on here and sure I suspect some do inside it is not my place to assume. So in real life I treat people fairly unless I learn they are fucking people over and then I avoid and dislike them. I think I am a free thinker compared to a lot here and as a result of my free thought I am both praised and attacked, it's hit or miss and maybe lately its more misses than hits, dont mean I will stop being me though.
pretty sure the majority of us here are freethinkers, if not all of us most of us are outcasts from mainstream society for thinking differently i know I definitely am
You can keep being you and thats fine but I dont foresee a day ever coming where people here wont argue with you when you claim to be more superior than them, morally or otherwise
I mean its fun and i do it too, and i definitely have an ego, but im not like completely serious when I call myself the Superior One or God and stuff like that but the way my brain works I can strongly believe and disbelieve something at the same time lol its pretty cray
Well TC, I saw it happen to people who probably deserved it.
What makes them deserve it any more than anyone else?
But it's like, some fools think my OPINIONS that I have the right to share are more warrant an attack on me more than the actual harm done and damage to the community done by Jim, who is by some weird as fuck phenemenon embraced.
If it wasn't for them attacking Delora, you'd probably have been able to continue walking around thinking nothing bad happens here.
They attack her because they have no idea how to deal with you.
Well like, Cad fucked over Crave so she got revenge, for example. I dont think Lena doxxing you or calling CPS was deserved though. Whatever made that Sinister girl suicide was not justified. Luna deserved her fucking over for doing bitchy things like posting deloras SC on EBZ reddit. Delora definitely did NOT deserve it, she's a sweet person. CS kinda deserved the attacks on her for being a prospective child killer, so did Cawk for being a molester, and Jim and his scams go without saying....
I am aware that they use delora against me because it is my only weakness. But at the end of the day it is pretty pathetic.
Your fundamental issue is your ego, you go around talking about how everything you do is the best its ever been done because you're the one who did it and how you are the pinnacle of human evolution. When this is your presentation it's not surprising that people test this 'greatness' you preach. Your ego and others criticisms lead to your break downs which in turn reveals that in actuality you are a very sensitive and reactionary individual. As consequence you are a easy target for trolling.
Beyond the trolls more constructive members too have problems engaging with you because when your arguments are revealed to be flawed or are merely criticized you preach your moral superiority and how it implies that you are the only one who could possibly have access to the truth. An example of this would be recently when TC deconstructed why many of us view Jim the way we do and your argument back was "You're not a good person so you shouldn't be in this thread". Practically every member who has ever tried to seriously engage with you has experienced this.
You have a massive unjustified ego + you are actually a very sensitive vulnerable individual + constructive members can't seriously talk to you = hostility
Also, tbf delora is the one who really got Peach interested in SC.
Delora was a component, but it was the RELATIONSHIP between me and her that interested Peach, and probably the CX stream too. I understand you trying to downplay my role though, as a hater you may consider this your duty.
Ok.
And who gives a fuck if YOU consider my ego unjustified?
You do, that's the point.
Did I tell you that you could not have an ego?
No, everyone has an ego so asking someone to not have one isn't very constructive. No where have I told you that you shouldn't have an ego, I have merely pointed out that it is your ego that causes the 'hate' as you call it.
Who the fuck is anybody to tell someone their ego is unjust why, that's just a veiled insult and makes you more of an asshole for saying it.
No, it's merely an opinion that is well informed by probability. You have done nothing and have achieved nothing beyond the average. As such, the probability that you are the greatest human being ever is pretty low. This is not an insult, that's merely how you've chosen to perceive it because your ego categorizes any constructive criticism as hate, it's a logical inference made via observation. It's an observation many have made and because they have made it you consider them haters.
Yes I am reactive. I react to ridiculous, unjustified hating.
That reactivity is the key signifier that reveals that you are the one who does in fact give a fuck.
It's very often not hate, that's the funny thing.
And my way of handling TC on Jim was fine. The thread was for people whom considered themselves good. He did not so it was not for him, it was a legit point. And people here do not just tolerate Jim they praise and worship the fucker, very different. I argue that his persistance in his degenerate antics do not make him deserving of praise even IF he won't stop.
In regard to the Jim thread, fine.
As it pertains to Jim, he's not really praised. He's just an accepted member of the community. There are periods in which his antics are not accepted and periods in which they are, it has always depended on what the antic is. I think you are mistaking the fact that a number of us find him funny at times or can even have a serious conversation with him occasionally as praising.
I will admit that their is a dimension of respect when it comes to Jim, though.
