The point is, go to your best friend in real life if you have one, in person, and speak to them for no reason in the most vitriolic way you have done to someone here without provocation. And tell me how it goes.
You act like I haven't.
The internet is an incubator for peoples' darkest sides and it really gets me thinking- how many seemingly "average" folks I see just walking around my school, smiling and nodding, studying on their laptop quietly..... are actually like this on the inside and express that where they can get away with it online?
Most people man, it's most people. It's a social outlet, and frankly more constructive than bashing someone's head into a locker, fucking your brains out, or doing drugs.
I think being about to discuss these kinds of feelings will have us see a more honest humanity, instead of merely the fearful pretense people have constructed.
"There is more value in honest conflict than dishonest harmony."
It's the kind of shit to make you paranoid.
If this makes you paranoid, then you have next to no idea about the human condition. People are dark, hence why it comes to them so easily while "the light" is a perpetual journey.
For every dark thought you've had, the majority of people have gone darker than you. You're a bit in the naive optimistic side of life as some sort of ego cope.
People are shit, dude, but are also too shaken to do anything about their daydreams face to face.
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