You are my waking breath
The smoking haze that lingers behind me
My waking flame
The flowers the blossom in the Paris rain
You are the colors that i forgot about
But when painted all together
Are breath taking
You are in my back pocket
And every stormy shadow
And creeping midnight kiss
Through tangled sheets
And sighs
I miss the way you touched me
And said good bye
And the way you folded into me
And made the world right
All my life i felt like i was looking for something
And when i met you i feel like i finally found it
You were the diamond ring at the bottom of the ocean
That swept away with the tide
The starry night that paints the sky
In the darkness
You are the sole reason i got on my feet
And oh how much heavier they felt
When you were missing
You are the lead poison ink in my skin
You are the rose petals delivered to my door step dipped in toxic mercury and fentanyl
And the stench of death you carry, a warning sign
Was masked, with fermaldehyde and embalming perfumes
I should of seen the yellow flashing light
Telling me not to fall so quickly
But i couldn’t slow my heart beat
Or the rush of blood to my cheeks
You are the drug that swept me off my feet
And i would jump from a plane at 30,000 feet
Just to feel it, one more time.
Now you are the ash on my finger tips i can’t get rid of
And they leave a mark everywhere, i , look
Smudges of grey, and black
Slowly everything, became stained
I’m so tired, of the stale taste, of lingering heart break
I never would of touched you had I known, you’d leave such a stain