I Should Have Said Yes
I should have said yes when Chapo offered me a drug I had never seen before, and told me it tasted like dog poop and that I was supposed to suck on it
When Chapo's strong masculine arm was draped around me and he reached to feel my breast, I should have let him keep going
I should have let him make out with me instead of only holding his hand and circling it with my small delicate finger, teasing in a cruel way
I was scared, He was different from the other boys. So Tall and handsome. So tan. So sexually charismatic. So........taken, he has a wife, What was I thinking?? Its clear from how he talks about her that he still loves her. I even saw him texting her on his phone
but I see so clearly now.........I Should Have said Yes
