I luv my ket doctor :):) he is very nice yes yes
I can iv ket daily for depression the way a type I diabetic IVs insulin daily
I told you this would happen XD
welcome to addiction.
Emotional as opposed to physical addiction is such a trap.
Just saying, morphine is a medicine that's wicked addictive.
A lot of medicine is addictive, and even non-addictive drugs can become an emotional crutch.
As for the subject of ketamine itself, it's not without it's share of blatant addiction risks.
for Me it’s like a switch flips in my brain and my entire brain goes in the trash and all that matters is that drug and getting that drug and having that drug and doing that drug
but thanks to NA and therapy I have the ability to handle that now. Can stop myself in my tracks before the drug is done, before the drug is bought, and even preventing the frequency you want or think about the drug. And you can unflip the switch back over. At first it’s really hard but you can do it, and once you continually do that it becomes easier.
and just continue strengthening and living with the other side of your brain that functions without drugs if that makes sense. And building the life style that is abstaining from drugs or anything related to it, and also benefiting your recovery.
that’s how it’s done, in short. But obviously I could write a novel I. The subject and many have bechSe it does get complicated. But that’s not an excuse. You have to be hard and black and white with yourself sometimes and just tell yourself no. No, no, no. And tell yourself no. And keep telling yourself no.
Easier said that done because like I said it’s complicated! But what I said above is part of how you can make it easier