If I were you Lena I would be confused by this to, so let me explain since your confusion is well founded. There are things I couldn't say before because of the situation
1. I didn't know she was a pedo at that time, and by that time I do not mean the entire time, just in the first half
2. I don't feel that way anymore because she is both a pedophile and also no longer pregnant
3. The same time I realized she really was a pedophile was the same time I found out she was pregnant and at this point it became about the baby, I couldn't say that though because I needed her to trust me so I could do more for the baby
4. Sugar knows more info we have talked about this before
5. I have sent her sister information on her being a pedophile and I have also filed reports both to cps and the fbi so I've done all I can do
Am I a backstabbing bitch? Maybe. Do I regret it? No. Am I a supporter of pedophilia? Absolutely not
Did I have double standards when it came to her vs Jim? Tbh yes because she was pregnant and I knew about it. Did I ever like CS any more than Jim once I found out what she truly is? No. Was I stupid for not picking up on her being a pedophile until way later? Yes.
Was there a time I had blind hope that maybe just maybe having a kid would change her, and that she is just a stupid, stupid troll, and she would actually give that child a better life than cps? Yes.
Did I do what needed to be done the second I saw signs of her harming her child? 100%
I'm really bad at picking up on things, although the record does show I always have been and it's always been for better or for worse
Yeah I can be stupid, but not evil