It sounds like a very fucked up person when written on a paper.
However, I've noticed along my life that on the world we live today, those disorders actually worked more as a defense system than anything else.
The maniac episodes actually helped me. I've started many things and placed an enormous effort that any Neuro would not have done. Yes, the episodes have an end. However, the time it takes varies from person to person. Usually, mine takes months. When I don't feel more like doing it because I felt that I had to do it because it sounded like a perfect idea and I had the tools to do it, I just keep it going on as it's now part of my habit. Also, it's very interesting. People can't detect the mania. They think you are like, intensively driven to do this certain thing and they are actually impressed with how far you are willing to go, some even get inspired if they are not aware that your brain is wired differently.
Being a Schizoid made me do really good close friends that I consider family. We also are good to keep childhood friends, we avoid drama.
We are even good in groups, we can even pass as charismatic and nice. We do not talk a lot, but I would say most of us are polite and only talk enough to leave a nice polite impression. Since we are observers, and boy we are, we watch a lot and pay attention to stuff most would not have. We can tell right away when we are dealing with a Sociopath or a Psychopath. A sociopath usually will mistake us to be a dull person just like them. They will only interact with you in groups as they know nothing much will happen 1 on 1. A psychopath is usually the clown or the most '' leadership '' like. They never manage to grab the leash, people opt for the nice guy neuro like, more as a safe option when uncertain of their choice. Also, they will spot you. They can notice your lack of social skills compared to them. On top of that, they know by your eyes that you can spot the red flags all over, as they won't have much to milk from you to know. They will try to either avoid you or bash you to the group if they sense you don't want to keep quiet and rat he or she out. They will probably win on that, as you lack the same skill set to manipulate and use words on your favor. We are usually blunt and straight up. Luckily, we are good on making quality friend. A very few. But the ones that you would have like a brother or sister. They would trust in you everything and they can also feel that you would do the same. I think we are highly empathic, however, due to the introversion, it's only shared with a few.
Oh, the BPD. Lol. This one is the disorder, and the ONLY reason that you MIGHT have a discussion with your friends. Nothing that would ruin a friendship as we all have good and bad times. On top, we are the kind that would be the first to apologize for the next day or a few moments after arguing.
This is it. The point of view of one side, that you guys might have gone across or will, one day. We are weird at first sight, or funny weird, the kind that you want to become friends. They say the quite ones are the most dangerous, I say bullshit. The ones that talk too much are desperate to convince you of something, beware.
