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I cannot sleep without a pillow under my head either. I also listen to ASMR when I'm going to sleep, because it calms my nerves. I am usually taking melatonin as well.

Blanc said: 

I can’t fall asleep if I don’t have a pillow under my head and another pillow or blanket to snuggle with, and the blanket needs to be very fluffy like a cloud 

How long can you go without sleeping if you don't allow yourself enough pillows?

this is why I hate sleeping anywhere else than my house, and I also hate sleeping with other people in the room or in the same bed/touching me. I can’t physically fall asleep when someone is touching me. 

Let me guess, you're also wicked ticklish? 

I like it pitch black and no sound. 

I find the silence deafening. 

Lofi's my lullaby. 

If there is a tv on, I will watch it until the sun rises no matter how bad I want to sleep.

What's your limit before you pass out? 

If there’s someone in the same bed I will lay there painfully till they are asleep and then sit on my phone till 6am and then sneak out to eat or shower whatever.

So... how would it go if you were with someone else who couldn't sleep either? 

I like to be alone most mornings as well, I hate coming into the kitchen and seeing other people are there. I just want to stand quietly by the window and smell my coffee whilst spacing out in peace. 

Is the same true if you wake up in the afternoon? 

I like my showers boiling hot. 

Same, it helps me loosen up and destress, and it can fix muscle aches and knots. 

It's gotta be scalding though. 

I always have a candle going and it’s an expensive addiction. But I pretty much always have all the lights out and just use candles. 

Why not learn to make your own then? 

I never watch TV. Never. And I don’t read the news. 

You supplement with Youtube and Netflix, which is basically the new news and TV respectively. 

The only breakfast I eat is oatmeal. 

Your daily nutrition's got to be awful. 

My favorite candy is Hershey with almond. 

Ewww, almonds? 

I will only drink Starbucks coffee and if it’s too sweet I hate it. 

This preference has to be more of a stubborn one than anything, Starbucks coffee is shit. 

I prefer cold environments with high altitudes and less moisture/humidity. 

The cold raises frantic fearful behaviors though, it tightens everything. 

I like watching shit about crime or horror films, though I find most stupid, every once in a while you find something intriguing. 

I'd imagine that it's more about the mood you brought into it than the writing. 

Ive never had a celebrity crush. 

Bullshit you've posted a few. 

I think you mean you've never had a celebrity obsession. 

I am a music hoarder.  

What does that even mean anymore? Isn't this most people now that you don't need physical copies? 

I believe in dharma and that tends to be a pillar in my guiding principles. 

Really? 

How much have you looked into these kinds of things? 

I have panic attacks on airplanes and in wooded areas where I don’t know where I am as well as on sidewalks- especially if a car breaks down or someone abandons me just briefly in a public setting. 

Why wooded areas? 

I wash my dishes too thoroughly.

I call bullshit on this one. 

I hang up all my clothes because I think drawers are dysfunctional.

You sure it's not laziness? Putting things in drawers takes more work. 

Does this mean that you hang your bras and underwear too? 

I find all my towels a certain way. 

Are you losing your towels often..?

I have architects handwriting. 

So... what, it's tiny? 

I get upset about dead roadkill and it ruins my day slightly to see it/depresses me. 

You sure that it's not just giving you a contextual excuse to vent feelings that were already there? 

I don’t like being belittled or made fun of, or ignored. Being cut off and interrupted, or shouted at from the other room. 

You ought to work on that. 

I hate talking on the phone and texting. 

...yet you type giant posts from said phone? 

What's different between them, the speed? 

I don’t like people who talk loud. 

You strike me as a loud talker. 

Is it more about not wanting them to talk over you? 

All my hangers have to match. 

Well that's just common sense. 

Im usually sarcastic in most social settings or just very quiet to the point of being almost invisible. I usually don’t want to put the effort into socializing and would prefer none of it most days though rarely I am in the mood for it. 

Sarcasm is the release of trapped tension without the gall to say what's really on your mind. 

Ive never been ultra flexible despite growing up a dancer and gymnast, I’m just tightly bound naturally. 

How often do you do your stretches? 

I can’t run. Because I can’t breath. (circulatoryvproblems) 

More like because you haven't trained your stamina. 

This seems like you're mad that these things aren't coming without retraining yourself. 

I love talking about science and medicine, I could do it all day. 

Also makeup. 

And clothes. 

I can’t stand when things aren’t done right and was raised to operate with a work ethic where you always do your best out of respect and because of who you are representing.

I've seen you on about this, and take it from me: 

There is no "right" in your cases, there's simply your way and them not following it. This isn't about right and wrong, this is you feeling bossy and justifying it. 

Learn to see others do it the way you don't want it done, see how well it still works out, and you'll see how it's really about you. 

Bump so I remember to read this later

Turncoat covered most of the questions but I only had one anyway

Very few of these are quirks btw

Doesn't not being able to fall asleep with someone in the same bed severely limit relationships, seems like a dealbreaker to many people