I wouldn't say I REALLY believe it. It's my buzzword label for the last year or so. Maybe just like serpenta, after having my feelings hurt during this lifetime, I decided to try and stop having them. Fake it till you make it, unleash your sociopathic self today!
Flat affect, ego alien affect, general Aquarian confusion about self-identity, and my ex-fiance accused me of it.
I don't think I am, but I was led to Nabble from that.
I've been called either interchangeably by both friends and those who went against me online. I don't believe I am, but the reasons some of my friends believe is that, they gave me questions to a test, I answered them, they would put the answer in for me, and sometimes, they would correct me on my answer, saying that I'm more like this or that, and then the test said I was a psychopath. I consider online tests like such to be silly.
Other reasons is because I'm considered cold hearted and have fucked people over before. I've also been called manipulative, etc. I don't really think I'm this "cool edgy quirky random sociopath" I can see why, and sure I might have some tendencies towards behavior that might make it look that way, but I genuinely believe that is not me, based on my own research of psychopathy. I don't believe I fit Primary nor Secondary.
One ex friend of my group kept basically yelling at me in I think voice before, and then in text calling me a "cold hearted sociopath who only cares for himself" such is not true. I'm not a selfish individual, nor only care for myself. The whole basis of my dream in life is to help all.
The way I was made this way isn't very characteristic of psychopaths anyway imo. I was an extremely unstable, depressed and suicidal teenager who over time got worse and worse and would have mental breakdowns and during such breakdowns, experiences periods of apathy. This got worse and worse, until I went to bed having a mental breakdown and woke up mostly apathetic and different. A theory I've considered for myself is that I'm experiencing a mental breakdown that hasn't stopped, or that I could experience depression unconsciously.
Regardless, these are only theories, I can't be certain, and I won't claim to know. The only way I could truly know is if I were to speak to an actual professional, but that costs time, money, and effort that I don't care for, because at the end of the day. The issues I have, I can fix myself, and sure the concept of finding out what could be wrong with me is interesting, but not enough to drive me insane over it. I'll talk about it, and find interest in the topic, but I am who I am. I don't see anything wrong with me that I can't change myself.
Flat affect, ego alien affect, general Aquarian confusion about self-identity, and my ex-fiance accused me of it.
I don't think I am, but I was led to Nabble from that.
1) explained more by schizophrenia
2) borderline
3) borderline
4) She did? I'm sure she's right then ^.^
Every conversation we have has to include us. Even when it isn't initially about us it always ends with us. We are narcissistic af.
I tend to aswell. Though at least I try to add value rather than make a socially retarded statement.
