I had a dream last night that I can kind of remember it pretty well. Essentially the gist of it was this guy basically destroyed all of Humanity, but left me alive, then altered my phone and gave me essentially god-like powers, (essentially apps on it could alter reality, and I could teleport to places and such. Though, I also had powers outside of my phone it seems, like the ability to change form, but I had to close my eyes and focus on it.) he decided to revert humanity back to normal, or it was just a fake copy of humanity. 


In the dream, it kind of plays into my dark thoughts the ones I dislike bringing up. I kept having sex with a girl I used to have a crush on, it even got to a point where she was bleeding all over, and we were both covered in blood but didn't care. This guy in the dream thought I was leaving to go somewhere, and thought I was some loner and told me he cared about me, while simultaneously, I was planning on manipulating another girl into loving me with an app on the phone (I was doing it just to fuck with her, and fuck her.), and ignored most of what he said. That's where it ended from what I recall, there could've been more, but I think that's most of it. 

It reminds me of the Netflix show Lucifer. 


I don't know how to describe said position I stand on. I realize that these connect to my dark thoughts, though luckily not to the full extent. I can't say I feel remorse or regret over it, it's just a fictional dream, but I would shoot and execute those who were to ever commit similar acts. I wish to improve myself, and rid of those dark urges.