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aubrieta said: 

I have decided I'm going to use the divine masculine and divine feminine as my god and goddess. Because I am ultimately God and the highest god there is so I think choosing specific gods to worship is silly

Why are you trapped on the mortal plane like the rest of us then? 

Also, what kind of God worries about things like dying as much as you do? 

unless I am drawn to a god and goddess so intensely that I feel the need to work with very closely and worship I am going to stick with honoring the divine masculine and feminine 

Maybe as I learn more I will change my mind but this is what i feel like doing rn

What sort of worship do you see yourself doing to pay homage to the gender gods? 

aubrieta said: 

I chose a hard and very annoying life to teach myself how to appreciate being in higher realms more, I doubt I will reincarnate as human ever again but who knows

What an odd and convoluted way to try to blame yourself for things outside of your control... 

You'd rather your disorders be your fault than accept that some things are outside of your control. You've picked your poison, and you seem to prefer feeling in control over understanding the situation. 

You're clinging too hard onto ideas of the right hand path, and when that hand breaks you'll have to deal with the broken bones. 

I know this because I've been there during altered states of consciousness. All my guides are higher vibrational too, I dont seek "wisdom" from dark evil entities

How can you tell such things apart from the "demons" that'd simply seek to convince you that you have? "Dark forces" or whatever you'd label that phenomenon aren't all negative in sensation. Many can theme around euphoria, pride, sexual libido... 

You are clearly not a white mage. Within purity is an emptiness, and you are instead quite brimming. 

Umm, my guides and angels told me everything im saying

They tell me shit that there is no way I could come up within my own lol, not only that they vibrate at super high pure loving frequencies and I trust them

I know that people who have no experience with having their own guides and angels think that it's either crazy, or that they are demons or evil or whatever but its the farthest thing from the truth lol

Humans are dumb and scared. thats the reality 

And i empty myself of everything before I do rituals or pretty much anything having to do with the spiritual realm

I meditate because I like it too, its very healing

aubrieta said: 

And i empty myself of everything before I do rituals or pretty much anything having to do with the spiritual realm

 

I meditate because I like it too, its very healing

You at your foundation though are a creature of desire instead of a creature of solitude. 

When in comfortable surroundings, you insist that you want more. 

Your perception of me is wrong lol, btw I barely read anything you say anymore just briefly skim through because you are so far from the truth to be helpful or even interesting at this point

Anyway, the only label I am is God, I am everything and nothing 

aubrieta said: 

I know that people who have no experience with having their own guides and angels think that it's either crazy, or that they are demons or evil or whatever but its the farthest thing from the truth lol

How would you even be able to "intuit" the differences between demons and angels? 

The way you imagine angels sounds more like demons. 

Humans are dumb and scared. thats the reality 

There is a powerful reality in that fear that other species of life will never truly grasp as well as we can, though. 

Our retention of time is a huge, huge deal. 

aubrieta said: 

Your perception of me is wrong lol, btw I barely read anything you say anymore just briefly skim through because you are so far from the truth to be helpful or even interesting at this point

If you don't read it, how do you know if it's right or wrong? It's more likely just that it's the words you don't want to hear, purely rebuking because a naysayer exists at all instead of aiming to learn from the conflict. You're being wilfully ignorant in order to keep to the path of euphoric promises you believe yourself to be on now. 

You sound like you're in some sort of demon's trap, more than a path towards salvation, and like the moth to the flame it'll burn you to reach what you desire. 

aubrieta said: 

Your perception of me is wrong lol

You've literally spent weeks of your life ranting at me about how there has to be more, instead of just accepting life for what it is and seeing what's already so amazing about it. The path of desire is what aims to change what's there, while the path of serenity simply learns it's place within it. You very, very clearly demonstrate the path of desire. 

Your constant insistence over your being in control, knowing what's going on, being powerful, are crippling those very things to the point of you stating things of this faith completely backwards. You cannot fill your cup if it's already full. 

Anyway, the only label I am is God, I am everything and nothing 

Why would you, a "God higher than all", need to worship a God and Goddess that's lower than you? 

It's Satanism that aims to compare ourselves to God, to aspire to worship ourselves, not Wicca, and otherwise your preference towards willful ignorance demonstrates the weakness of your will.